"Nothing's bugging me," Riku said, whipping his head to look at him and narrowing his eyes at him. "I'm not trying to hide it or lie, nothing's bothering me, I want you to help. I always cry when I cut onions, okay? So why worry you more by crying if you could do it?"

He closes his eyes, and shakes his head. "Lea, I'm not you. I--" he paused for a moment, lips pressed together, knowing he had difficulty with what he was about to say. He exhaled and shook his head, letting it hang. "I can barely keep eye contact with anyone, it's not like I'm lying to everyone all the time."